eastwind journals 17 – SMI’s ECC IN TAMPAKAN DENIED
eastwind journals 17 – SMI’s ECC IN TAMPAKAN DENIED
eastwind journals 16 – REPLY TO SAGITTARIUS MINING on questionable ECC
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hoYTNEli8gA
ARTICLE ON TAMPAKAN This is in reply to an article in Business Mirror on Monday, January 9, 2012 written by Jennifer Ng. The article says, “SMI (Sagittarius Mining Inc.) stressed that it has subjected its Environment Impact Statement (EIS) for the (Tampakan) mining project to public meetings, private meetings since 2009, and culminating in four public consultations conducted in September last year.”
My interviews of stakeholders reveal the opposite, that they were never part of any consultations. SMI talked mainly to those directly affected at the mining area, and did not include the thousands of farmers in the valleys affected if the tailings dam collapse. This will be one of the largest in the world with a staggering 1.5 billion metric tons of toxic waste, about eight times bigger than Placer Dome’s infamous dam in Boac, Marinduque. It sits on top of the mountain, ready to flow down the breadbasket valleys of Davao del Sur if the dam collapse. Thirty one of the best state-of-the-art tailings dams worldwide have collapsed in the last few years. It is impossible to contain 1.5 billion metric tons atop a mountain in perpetuity.
Also, the resulting huge open pit void several hundreds of football fields in size will generate acid and flow to South Cotabato’s lush Koronadal Valley if their treatment plant is overrun by another Sendong. SMI’s EIS does not mention mitigating measures about these potential mega-disasters. They present a rosy picture.
It is amazing why and how the mining contract for SMI (FTAA), decided by the Supreme Court as unconstitutional, was suddenly reversed after nine months.
The article says, “The consultations are part of efforts to convince local officials of South Cotabato to lift the ban it imposed on open-pit mining.” The local officials will never lift the ban because they stand to lose about 1.5 million farmer votes if the dams collapse. This kind of disaster can oust even a President, if his Environmental Management Bureau (EMB) approves such a questionable EIS. We welcome a reply from SMI.
Bernie Lopez, redgate77@gmail.com Freelance Green Documentary Producer “Killer Dam” on the Youtube – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hoYTNEli8gA
_________________ ORIGINAL ARTICLE Economy Tañada: Fate of Tampakan mine rests on the public Business Mirror Monday, 09 January 2012 21:09 By Jennifer A. Ng / Reporter THE people should decide on the fate of the $5.9-billion Tampakan copper-gold project in South Cotabato, according to House Deputy Speaker Erin Tañada.
“There should be a clear consultation process [on the Tampakan project]. Dapat nating sundan ’yung posisyon ng taong bayan doon sa project area,” he stressed.
However, Sagittarius Mines Inc. (SMI), which operates multibillion Tampakan Copper-Gold Project and holds a Financial and Technical Assistance Agreement (FTAA) with the government to explore and develop the project, said it has held public consultations as well as private meetings to engage stakeholders in the project.
SMI stressed that it has subjected its environmental impact statement (EIS) for the mining project to public meetings, private meetings since 2009, and culminating in four public consultations conducted in September last year.
The consultations are part of efforts to convince local officials of South Cotabato to lift the ban it imposed on open-pit mining and to get regulatory approval for its operation.
The ban on open-pit mining was imposed by the provincial government of
South Cotabato in 2010.
“We should allow mining in certain areas,” he said.
He noted that responsible mining is possible and can exist as long as the government strictly monitors mining activities and that the mining company completely rehabilitates project areas after operation. With an estimated resource totaling to 2.4 billion metric tons at a grade of 0.6 percent copper and 0.2 grams per ton gold, the Tampakan deposit is one of the largest undeveloped copper-gold deposits in the Southeast Asia-Western Pacific region.Experts say the Tampakan mine has the potential to become the largest mine in the country, and the fifth largest copper mine in the world by 2016.
SMI operates the Tampakan Copper-Gold Project in Mindanao as a joint venture between Xstrata Copper, a global diversified mining group in London and Swiss stock exchanges acquiring (62.5 percent) share, Indophil Resources NL, an Australian-listed exploration company with (34.2 percent) share. The project is expected to contribute $37 billion (P1.85 trillion) to the Philippine economy over the life of the mine. The project will have the potentials of creating more than 12,000 jobs during the mine construction and actual operation.
prayer request bulletin 77 – january 1 2012
**************************** ANSWERED PRAYERS **************************** A Dear Sister Raquel, I had a successful mastectomy operation last December 5, 2011. I am recovering very well and am praying your healing prayer in you tube every night. GOD IS SO GOOD PO TALAGA. All the 28 lymph nodes taken from me were all negative of malignancy. I just need po one more test this January to make sure that there are no more cancer cells left. If the result po of the test will be ok, i will not undergo chemotherapy anymore and will just take oral medicine. Please continue to pray for me because I am so afraid to undergo chemotherapy. Thank you very much po Sister. Our Lord Jesus Christ is truly our Divine healer. With Him, nothing is impossible. God bless po. Bernadette B Dear Sister Raquel, Merry Christmas to you, Bro Bernie and all your prayer warriors. Thank you very much for the complete healing of my acute bronchitis. Please pray again for my physical healing that for 2 weeks already I am suffering of abdominal pain. nawala na ang LBM ko pero sumasakit pa rin ang tiyan ko parang may kabag..I believe GOD our Father is our best doctor. Mgam C Dear Sister Raquel, Brod Bernie and all the prayer warriors, Thank you very much to our Almighty Healer and to you and your warriors for the healing prayer you did of my acute bronchitis..This time may I request you again to please help pray for me that our Lord Jesus will heal and cure my painful left heel which is the effect of my left ankle na palaging na sprain..nahihirapan akong maglakad after nakaupo ng ilang minutos..I beg you to please help pray that the Holy Spirit will touch my body and completely heal and cure my painful left heel..Thank you very much and GOD bless us. Lanie
************************** PRAYER REQUESTS ************************** PRAYERS ARE TIMELESS AND ARE NEVER TOO LATE. THE LORD ANSWERS OUR PRAYERS TODAY FOR A FAVOR NEEDED YESTERDAY. 01 For the repose of the soul of classmate lito cleofe. May he rest in peace in the Lord. Bernie 02 Hi sr raquel. On behalf of my family we would appeciate if a prayer was said for my nephew nigel who is very sick with leukemia. his body is shuting down. please with my sincerest request u do wat you can and in Gods will heal my nephew. I love him so much and it is devastating our family to see him suffer, hes too yumg to pass away. he is only 19. Plz say a prayer for him if possible . I kno God is watching and merciful may he find it in his heart to heal my mephew. Thank you for ur time. Youtube – repso1 03 Dear Sr. Racquel, please heal my knee, my mind, my memory, please heal my depression so I could sleep well. Amen Youtube gm4tkd2000 04 pls pray that God should have mercy upon my life, and he should send helpers to me to pay up my debt which i hope to pay b4 the 6th of december, and GOD should send a great revival to my ministry, and vision helpers, and great favour in all way round. Tobijohn 05 Good day, Sis.Racquel! How are you? I miss you much. I wrote to you to ask for prayers for my brother Chester who is now undergoing dyalisis treatment at UST Hosp (2x a wk). He started his treatment January of this year. He is supposed to have kidney transplant early this year but due to findings that he has gallstones, he was operated on to pull out all the stones, and he also has a problem with his prostate,it was biopsied and we are still waiting for the result. Pls.Sis.Racquel,heal him in Jesus’ name.I do hope that God will make a way for us to visit you there.I miss you and the other sisters so much.take care and may Jesus bless us all. I love you. Anabelle 06 FOR EVERYONE’S INFORMATION, ST. RAPHAEL IS A GOOD-SIZED COMMUNITY WHOSE MEMBERS CONSTANTLY REQUEST FOR PRAYERS. PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH REPETITIONS. BERNIE Please pray for Lisa Ann S. who has fallen into a depression due to a pending intestinal operation. She has lapsed from her faith thinking God does not hear her prayers. Please pray that she reverts back to her Catholic faith and trusts totally in Almighty God’s will for her. - Please pray for healings and spiritual protection for the following in Jesus’ holy Name, through the powerful intecession of Mary most holy, the Immaculate Conception, according to the will of the Father. Please pray for Joseph Francis W, who is diabetic and having problems with a bleeding toe. He also has many health issues, hypertension, IBS etc. Please pray for his healing, he is a very devout, holy man who has served Jesus for many years. Please pray for Maureen Q, also a very hard worker for the Lord. She has many health issues, auto immune,diabetic, hypertension, gall bladder etc… Please pray for Ray B. many health issues also doing much to build up the kingdom of God. marianne L many health issues, a tireless worker for our Lord and his Blessed Mother. John W, severe arthritis in upper legs, hypertension, blood problems also a committed worker to Christ. Please pray for Maxim W. Treat A., Meganand S, young people who need spiritual protection and conversions back to the faith. - Urgent prayer request for Joseph Francis W. Who has done much for the church and Almighty God. He has gone blind in one eye due to blood clot and being hospitalized for protection from stroke. Please pray for a healing in Jesus’ holy Name through the powerful intercession of the Blessed Mother, St. Joseph, St. Raphael and all the holy angels and saints. - Please pray for Ray B. for healing of addictions and stress management Please pray for Maureen Q, a tireless servant for the Lord who is plagued with many health issues at the moment, heart blockage, needs gall bladder removed, diabetes, high blood pressure, auto immune disorders, etc. please pray for healing and protection. Please pray for Fr. John W, a very holy marian priest who is in severe pain in his upper left leg. It is starting to interfere with his ministry and we ask for healing prayers. Please pray for Fr. RL and margaret w. for physical healing. Please pray for Carlos V who is hospitalized with blood clots in his leg, he is very sick and is in rough shape. He is in his 40′s and so wants to be home with his wife and children for Christmas. Please pray for Quentin L, He just had a stroke. He is lucid, but they are concerned because he is so young… in his 40′s. Please pray for conversion of Donald L., Henk W., Maxim W., Treat A., Sie Please pray for maryann L for physical healing. - Please pray for Paddy O, a very holy man who does great work for God. For a very special intention. ST RAPHAEL COMMUNITY 08 Good evening Pray for me. After a surgery I cannot close my right hand God bless you Carmen R 09 Please pray for husband’s upcoming surgery for his advanced carpal tunnel condition, he is 71 1/2 and a diabetic type 2. He is in alot of pain up his arms and neck. Also for a solution to my loose teeth that are falling out. We have not good dental insurance to cover such an extensive procedure to replace them. Thank you and God bless. maryann 10 2 Moms… Mother of five – Breast Cancer Mother of Four – Constant abdominal pains from too many surgeries, dependance on pain medications Depression ( both) Economic uncertainty ( both) No energy to do whats needed ( Mother of small children) Feel like giving up, daily..as evil so appears to be winnng. ( both).. coupled sometimes with anger over everything, then feelings of its all futile. Son divorced wife with 1 and 2 yr old sons, his, to run off with some other girl. Much hurt. Need the family healed and put back together. Entire family praying hard. The mother is young, and crushed. Father with carpal tunnel syndrome..needs healing, cant use his hands. Husband working 20 hr days, trying to earn a living, family and children have no time with him. Please pray for us…all of this is just in two families, that live next door to eachother. We await Gods healing graces. I ask this for Toni, and myself, In the Precious Name of Gods Son, Our Lord Jesus Christ.. Drenched in the blood of his suffering, I ask in faith for our healing. In Gods love, Thank you. Sent from my iPad TCD 11 My prayer request: I need prayers so that my in-laws are enlightened so the issue regarding the property they are withholding from us (in addition to selling the family home we occupied) be settled in a peaceful compromise within the family. My family has suffered a lot from this and we would like this matter resolved soon so we can move on with our lives. We are retired and no longer have the resources to maintain expensive legal fees in the courts. Due to stress, we have had body ailments too. Lord, lend an ear to our prayers so we can be more of service to You and to our brothers. (please do not include my email address — just put “BE +”) Thanks, more power to you and God bless our community! BE + 12 Hello my name is Scarlett. On December 11th I’ll be singing in front of the biggest names in the music industry…and the world. In front of billions of people as well. This would enable me greatly to “help many people” and also live the dreams from my youth! This is the opportunity I’ve been waiting for my entire life!!!!!!!!!! ~Last night I was practicing and hurt my right vocal fold… I give the fear and devistation and physical wounds to God. I am praying that the Heavenly Father would place His hand apon me and heal my vocal folds/chords/ and throat completely!!! I shall never suffer this ailment again, for the Lord is my healer and mighty to complete the work He has started in me! I pray he would speedily and completely heal me. Thanks praise and glory be to God forever and ever! I believe recieve and claim my healing… It is mine! Praise the Lord He is so Holy and Mighty and Wonderful… What a loving and merciful God to heal my wounds!!! By Jesus stripes “I am healed”!!!! In Jesus’ name. Thank you so much for your prayer SCARLETT 13 Dear Sr. Raquel, Please pray for my father, Rolito M for physical healing as he is suffering from prostate cancer stage 4. May he heal completely and may not experience pain. Thank you. God bless ROCHELLE 14 Dear Sister, I am Grace B and I am suffering from Schizophrenia for 16 years now. I would like to ask for your prayer for me to get healed and not to take medicines anymore because I am hoping to enter your convent as a nun and I didn’t enter as fast before because of my sickness. I am 42 years old and a registered BS Physical therapist but I didn’t work from the beginning because of my Schizophrenia. I also would like to ask for healing oil. My address is —. Hope to be a member also. Thank you! God bless, GRACE TO BE A MEMBER OF PRAYER WARRIORS, EMAIL REQUEST TO eastwind@motherignaciahealingministry.com . TO BE A BLOG SITE MEMBER, GO TO www.sisterraquel.com AND SUBSCRIBE (CLICK FORM ON THE UPPER RIGHT HAND CORNER. 15 Shalom! Please help me pray for my sister, Judilyn. She is very depressed and hopeless and wanted to commit suicide due to the uncontrollable behavior of her autistic, deaf and mute, 18 year old son, Lavern. Lavern hurts himself and his parents when he gets angry and he is very, very strong as if he is possessed by evil spirits. Please help me pray for the complete healing of Lavern, too.
My sister is suffering so much pain, sadness, anger and hatred to God. She felt that God didn’t answer her prayers for her son. In addition to that, she and her husband are jobless and its me who helped them with their needs especially Lavern’s medicines. Please, please, help me pray that Judilyn will experience that God loves her and cares for her and her family. Thanks to all the prayer warriors. God bless us all. Your sister in Christ, JESSIE PLEASE TELL JUDILYN THAT HUNDREDS OF PRAYER WARRIORS ARE PRAYING FOR HER AND HER FAMILY FOR HEALING AND FINANCIAL BLESSING. 16 I humbly ask your prayers for peace in my family. Healing – emotionally and spiritually for my two daughters- M and H. Lord, open their heart and their minds to your healing grace and bring them close to you so they can be healed from their past pains. Shower them with your mercy so that we can all change our ways, attitudes and become better persons. Keep us by your side so we can feel safe each day. Help us Jesus! Thank you. NED 17 Pray for the complete restoration of my family, a financial breakthrough, and the salvation of my wife and daughter. Deliver us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil and the evil one. Prepare me a table in the presence of my enemies. by the loving discipline of the father lead us to repent and into salvation in forgiveness through Jesus Christ. Pray my faith’ll move mountains. Perfect our love with the Father and our love here on Earth and may he be the potter and we the clay (Christopher, Riley,and Brielle). Much favor to you and upon us. God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble and I give thanks in advance for all things! I pray that the obstacles be removed and that my restoration to my family will be a living testimony of God’s covenant of marriage and biblical parenthood. CHRISTOPHER JOHN S 18 Good Morning, Reverend Monsignors/Fathers, Brothers and Sisters in Christ! My sister, Joanne, who resides in Germany, is applying for a job with the U.S. Embassy in Frankfurt, a few miles from her home. This job, if she is accepted, will free her from the sexual harassment to which she is treated by her bosses. Please pray for her intentions. Thank you and God bless us all. ADOLFO 19 Greetings In the Name of Our Lord Jesus. Thank you for your prayer requests and bulletin. We are praying in agreement with you for all requests. God bless you. Kay Ford CPM Prayer Chain. KAY FORD IS COMMUNICATING TO US THROUGH THE PRAYER CAMPAIGN OF VICKY BORRES OF THE MARIAN SOLIDARITY FOR POPE BENEDICT XVI. DEAR KAY FORD AND THE CPM PRAYER CHAIN YOUR GROUP HAS BEEN INCLUDED AS PRAYER WARRIORS. YOU WILL RECEIVE SUCCEEDING PRAYER BULLETINS FROM NOW ON VIA KAY FORD. KAY, PLEASE RELAY THESE BULLETINS AND SUCCEEDING ONES TO THE CPM PRAYER CHAIN. PLEASE EMAIL UNSUBSCRIBE IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO BE SENT A BULLETIN. GOD BLESS YOU ALL. BERNIE IN BEHALF OF SR. RAQUEL. 20 Please pray the scan I am having tomorrow finds the bad parathyroid gland and is successful. Please pray that I am granted the health and energy to care for my grandbaby and home. Please pray that my daughter Jennifer, is set free from all emotional, physical, and spiritual problems and becomes the person God intended her to be. Please pray all evil is expelled and all evil influence from my daughter, home, family, property. Thank you, God Bless, DAYNA 21 Sr. Raquel thank you for sharing the healing oil. . .could you pls.send to me a bottle so that I can also share it. My address — Pls. Pray for us. . .my family. . .Caesar, Marianne, Lyra Mizar, Gerard Micael, Graciano, Layla Gianna, Jamie steffani.Fe, Virginia, Philip.Elizabeth, Ma.Felicitas,Tomas Milo, Rebecca Susan,C ecille Anthony,Melinda Ma.Isabel, Monique, Leonidas, Julius, Rolando and Daffodil and their Families for unity and reconciliation this Christmas. Thank you so much Sr.Raquel and and all RVM sisters! Sincerely, MARIANNE O 22 Dear Sister Raquel, I know it was the Holy Spirit who guided me to your website. I haven’t heard of your website but i really don’t know what I typed in my keyboard and i Googled on something and I got to open your website. I would like to lift up the case of my bestfriend-1st cousin whose name is John Allan G who is diagnosed to have Stage IV Gastroesophageal Cancer. I am a doctor and I know, only a miracle could save him. He is only 43 years old and his 3 children are still so young. We, his cousins are knocking on every Prayer Ministry everywhere to pray for him. I believe that no amount of sickness, nor disease is of great value to our Healing Lord who is the Author of Life. Nothing is impossible with God. No matter what the medical report says or the doctor would say that he has only less than a year to live!! My cousin has so much zest for life and he has that genuine concern for our less-fortunate relatives. I believe he still has a mission in life and that he could still pay it forward to our society if he is completely healed both physical and spiritual. I also would implore the intercession of Our Lady of Guadalupe, whose Feast Day falls today to save my cousin from sure death just like She saved Pope John Paul II from the bullet of his assassin, Mehmet Ali Agca. Thank you very much!!! Sincerely, MAYIE 23 Dear Prayer Partners I request prayers to the Heavenly Father for the following intentions. Thank you. – For healing of kidneys and good health for Jo and good report next February – For right spouses for my child and my loved ones, God-fearing ones. – Good health for all my loved ones near and far. – To be God loving. – For finances. Thank you Jesus. JAC 24 Please pray for my husband to be healed of his drinking today & for my daughter to have aced her exams. Pray for peace & spiritual healing in my family. Thank you. mj 25 Please pray for the following: Sylvia C Cancer, Jessica Cancer, Helen Stroke, Don Stroke Joseph Stroke, Bernadette Mental Problems, Sarah Expecting 1st baby, Paul & Shelly desire for a baby, John Back Problems, Mary Cyst on Kidney, Adam severe Obesity, Anthony Eye Problem, Tony M Knee & Back Problem, Tony M’s Family need Reconciliation, Celestina R Blind due to diabetes, Dorothy B stroke ( wants to recover to serve Jesus). Maria Alma R one of her breast removed because of cancer. Please pray for her complete recovery so she can serve Jesus the rest of her life! Thank you very much for your untiring service to our Lord and His people! Albert Q 26 dear sister raquel, a pleasant day to you and all your prayer warriors. . i am rose and i have been able to attend your healing when you were in roxas city. i truly appreciate your words and compassion for everyone. I am writing this, to ask for your prayers for my three hemophiliac nephews. the eldest is jobo 21 years old, the second is junzen 15 years old and the youngest is jayvee, 14 years old. over the years my sister and brother in law have been struggling making ends meet because of the challenges of the rare disease of all their children, who alternately needs hospitalization, and blood factor transfusion. i am aware that the rough times have caused them to sometimes lose hope and zest for life .i am praying for their family, for continued strength , for ever ending faith to hold on and for the healing of their three sons. my deepest gratitude for taking time to read this prayer request. sincerely, rose 27 Good evening: Pray for me. Im sick. After a surgery I cannot close the right hand. Thanks Carmen R 28 please pray for a healing of my uterus mariele 29 please include my husband Salvador on your prayer list. He suffers from a bone disease that is very painful. Thank you… Eva 31 I request your praying to Jesus Christ in the Holy Cross and Your Precious Blood, St. Benedict Abbot, Blessed Charles of Foucauld, and St. Michael Archangel, for Hugo S (Deceased) and his family and relations, for Cristina Elizabet F and his family and relations, for Javier H. B. and his family and relations, for M.C.V.M.S., for M.C.A., for I.C., for L.R., for Julio César Grassi and his family and relations, and for Candela Sol R (Deceased) and his family and relations. I request prayers to Jesus Christ for the conversion of Mariano S. I suffer of demonic influences. I need your prayers to Christ for deliverance. Thank You. May God bless. VICTOR B 32 Good day Sister Raquel, I’m so glad I met you last December 10 here in our place & was so happy was touched by your healing hand. Here I am again asking for your urgent prayer for my husband who is currently in US waiting for his visa be granted. I appeal to you, kindly include him ( Benhur B) in you prayer, that God may grant his student visa. Thank you so much, may God bless you always. Sincerely, Jata 33 Dear Sister Raquel and Bro. Bernie and all the prayer warriors, Hinihiling ko po sa inyong lahat na ipanalangin ang aking pamamngkin na si Angelina J from Laguna na nasa PGH simula po nung December 14,matagal na pong me Lupus na karamdaman ang pamangkin ko simula pa nung siya’y 11 years old , siya po ay 18 yrs.old na ngayon. last Dec. 14 isinugod po siya sa ospital dahil sa matinding karamdaman at ang sabi po ng doctor naapektuhan ang internal organ nya, dina dialysis po siya sa ngayon at marami pa pong test at gamot na ibinibigay sa kanya dahil namamanas po ang buo niyang katawan mula mukha hanggang paa. Ang pamangkin ko pong ito ay mabait na bata at malaki ang pananlig sa ating Panginoon at iyon na nga lang po ang nag bibigay lakas sa kanya. At paki sama na rin po sa panalangin ang financial assistance dahil napakamahal po ng dialysis .Please,please my dear brods and sisters, pray for her speed recovery,. i believ through your prayer God will listen because he love us so much and nothing is impossible with God.Thank you very much and Happy New Year to everyone. God bless us all. Her aunt Aline 34 Hello, I am lifting the condition of my sister in law, Fatima RD who is very sick of cancer. Fatima was educated under the tutelage of RVM sisters in Dipolog City. She is a doctor based in Tampa Florida. A very devout Catholic, she is also a member of Couples for Christ. The family is hoping for a miracle. Thank you. Francis D 35 Dear Sis. Raquel, My neice, Catherine A or Tintin as we fondly call her, is now in the end-stage renal disease. Her body is swollen and she is so weak. She is only 23 years old. Pls pray for her that the Good Lord may touch her and restore the health of her kidneys and her well being. I do believe in miracle being a cancer survivor myself and I do believe that through your intercession, Tintin will also receive her miracle of healing from the Lord. Amen. Arlene M 36 The praying of the Holy Rosary for the country of Iran will be recited at 9:15 am and Holy Mass at 10:00 am. Please bring flowers as an offering to our dearest Blessed Mother Mary. Thank you. Vicky Borres, Secretariat Marian Solidarity for Pope Benedict XVI tizmoi111@aol.com WE PRAY WITH THE MARIAN SOLIDARITY FROM OUR KEYBOARDS. 37 I am a lot better but please pray more for me. thats all happy xmas Peter 38 Magandang umaga po Bro. And Sis. Paki sama po ako sa prayer nyo, kasi sobrang nhihirapan n po ako sa family status ko, sa pagkakasakit po ng kapatid ko, sobrang hirap po nmin financially, dko n po alam pano n gagawin, sobrang dami n din po ng utang ko n dko po alam panu babayaran.. Pls. isama nio po ako sa prayer nio, at ang family ko po, lallo po ang bro. ko n my sakit.. salamat po… GERLIE ********************************************************************** APPENDIX – HEALING MINISTRY’S COMPLETE LIBRARY ********************************************************************** Browse thru the ministry’s extensive archives of inspirational materials – Powerpoints, youtubes, prayer poems, meditation posters, anecdotes. Save this link for future readings. http://www.sisterraquel.com/2010/04/archive00-entire-ministry-library/ The Lord Heals in Cyberspace amdg
anecdote 24 – FINDING A BIT OF HEAVEN IN HELL
in the middle of hell is a piece of heaven in the middle of heaven is a piece of hell nothing is black or white there is only neutral gray eastwind redgate77@gmail.com
My name is Bernie. Irene was my officemate at a local journalism school. We were a bunch of six rowdy reckless staff of writers and teachers. Irene was the only woman. She was the center of attention during lunch breaks and drinking sessions. On that fateful payday, we were about to call it quits, myself, Irene, George, and Ray after a hard busy day at the office.
RAY Hey guys, wanna hit Discovery tonight? They have a special show.
BERNIE Sure, why not, that would be fun.
IRENE What’s in Discovery, guys. What special show?
RAY Hmmm. Nothing much.
BERNIE C’mon. Don’t leave her in the dark. Tell her.
GEORGE Let me do the honors. Irene, you know, men often want to relax and drink beer in a bar after a hard day’s grind.
IRENE You don’t have to be a man to want that. Don’t get smart with me, macho boy.
RAY No, what he means is we’re going to a special place where women don’t normally go to.
IRENE And what would that place be? Wait, I get it. You’re going to a girlie show.
BERNIE It’s a strip joint, Irene.
IRENE A strip joint, huh? You maniacs.
RAY Yup, that’s it.
IRENE How about me? I’m one of the boys, right? What will I do?
GEORGE Read a book, I guess? [Everyone laughs.]
IRENE Ha ha, No kidding guys. You’re abandoning me for a lousy strip joint?
BERNIE Actually, you can come along.
GEORGE Are you kidding? What will she do there?
IRENE Well, I’m going where you guys are going. I can’t drink by myself.
BERNIE Have you ever been to a strip joint, Irene?
IRENE Never. But there’s always a first time, guys.
GEORGE Not a good idea. You’ll just be a nuisance. People will wonder why we brought in a woman. They’ll laugh at you. They’ll think you are dike. Besides what will you do?
RAY You could strip and join the fun.
IRENE Seriously. I can drink beer like the rest of you. I won’t be a nuisance. Just drink drink drink, that’s all. I will be in one corner, watching and getting drunk. I promise.
GEORGE Irene … you won’t enjoy the evening.
IRENE Who are you to decide what I will enjoy or not? I’m going, okay?
BERNIE Not a bad idea guys. It will be an education for her. First time, huh, Irene?
IRENE I am not an innocent kid, Bernie. C’mon.
GEORGE Okay, okay. Cut the fuss. Let’s go. Let’s go.
IRENE Yup. Let’s.
Discovery was just across the street from the office. I was a bit worried how Irene would take the ambience and the crowd. But what the heck. We couldn’t leave her out there alone. It was payday. Time to drink and relax and spend.
It was dim and the music was too loud and too corny. We got a table. Irene started to smoke. I could sense tension in her furtive glances at the empty stage. The balloons and colored lights and seedy wooden stage could give her a weird feeling. We ordered beer and started drinking. In no time, the first girls came out. They did not even strip. They were completely naked. I could see Irene puff and puff on her cigarette. George elbowed me and pretended we were watching the show. In no time, tears ran down Irene’s cheeks. She was agitated. She grabbed me by the shirt.
IRENE This place is terrible. You treat women like animals.
BERNIE Of course not.
IRENE [In between sobs] I hate you, Bernie. You’re the scum of the earth.
BERNIE You were warned. Perhaps I can take you home. Let’s go.
IRENE No, I’m not leaving. You are all so cruel. These women are people. They’re … [she began to sob. Ray was getting nervous.]
RAY They are not being forced to do anything they don’t like. It’s their free will, Irene. They want to do it. They’re in for the money.
IRENE And you, you’re in for the fun, right?
BERNIE Well, one can get a girl to sit beside him and he can paw her as long as he buys her a drink.
IRENE [She grabbed my shirt again and whispered.] Hey, look George is gonna get a girl, I think.
BERNIE Yes, he will. Part of your education, Irene. Life is not pink and rosy.
Irene gulped her beer and asked for Tequila. She was the best drinker in our group. During past drinking sessions, we would all be slumped on the table and she would laugh at us. She drank more but just got tipsy, never drunk. That night was an exception. She finished half a bottle of Tequila all to herself, with beer as chaser. For the first time, I saw her wobble. When she saw George pawing the girl’s thigh, she did not even sob. She just sat there poker-faced, tears silently flowing.
RAY Let’s go. I’ll take you home, Irene.
IRENE No way, Jose. Not on your life, ass hole. Waiter, more beer please. I need chaser.
There was a lull. The dancers were gone. The place was now all filled up, it being payday. The nicotine mist was unbearable.
IRENE Bernie, get me a girl.
BERNIE What?
RAY Don’t make a scene, Irene.
IRENE I’m not talking to you, asshole. Bernie, get me a girl, or I will make a scene. [She grabbed the tequila bottle.] I knew Irene. She was extremely capable of making a scene.
BERNIE Okay, okay. Simmer down. Which one do you want?
IRENE What do you mean ‘which’?
BERNIE Ooops. I mean ‘who’.
Irene chose a girl who was the youngest among all the dancers, Chari. By sheer coincidence, she was the girl I had tabled in the past. She was about 16, Quite attractive too. I signaled to her. She came over and sat beside me. I backed away a bit. Irene placed her chair closer to Chari’s.
BERNIE Chari, this is Irene. She wants to talk to you.
CHARI Hi Irene. Are you a lesbian? I really don’t mind. A customer is a customer, or else, we lose our job. We cannot refuse.
IRENE I’m not a lesbian. I just want to talk to you. If a guy is so ugly, can you refuse sitting beside him?
CHARI Nope. House rules. Besides, looks don’t matter to us. We see only money.
BERNIE Do you get lesbians here?
CHARI Occasionally. A customer is a customer. We are not biased. Ugly, dumb, weirdo. We can handle anyone, as long as they pay. If they don’t pay, he deals with the bouncer. [She points to a burly guy near the entrance.]
IRENE How old are you?
CHARI What is this, a TV talk show?
BERNIE Chari, wait. Please bear with us. Just talk to her. To be frank, Irene is upset how women are being treated in this kind of place.
CHARI What? Being treated? What kind of place? Irene, we are here on our own wish. They are in fact treating us well.
IRENE Okay, sorry.
CHARI I’m sixteen. And let me answer you before you ask the question. I have two kids. One is still breast-feeding age. Yes, yes, yes, I need the money so badly. I’m paying for my older brother’s tuition so when he graduates, it’s his turn. Now it’s my turn. My dad is a useless drunkard out with another woman. My mom is dead. That’s it. Short and sweet. Abandoned family. Got it? Satisfied? Actually men also ask those questions.
IRENE Can you not get a job as a waitress or something?
CHARI Bernie, I think your friend here was born yesterday. What do you do anyway? Look, I don’t need your pity.
IRENE Hey, relax. Just asking. Don’t get offended, please.
CHARI No problem with me.
IRENE Want a drink?
CHARI Sure. [She waves to a waiter.] Hey, Gerry, give me virgin-coke, please.
IRENE Virgin-coke?
CHARI For non-virgins. It’s just coke really, with a teaspoon of gin. I don’t drink when I’m working. The pinch of gin simply makes the order a bar drink which is double price of plain coke. It’s a way of making money. We get percentage of drinks we order. Do you mind?
IRENE No, no, go ahead. Fine. Get two drinks.
CHARI Really?
IRENE Yeah, no kids.
Chari downed the gin-coke in one gulp and ordered two more from Gerry. When the order came, she downed both in ten seconds.
IRENE Give me five. [They touch palms.] I wanna ask a favor, Chari.
CHARI Shoot.
IRENE I kinda hate drinking alone. Can you join me.
Irene poured Tequila on her empty glass. Chari downed it instantly. Irene poured more. Chari downed it again. They touched palms again and screamed together. Irene found a friend.
IRENE Hey, Ray, Bernie, are you going to sit there idle. What are you, a couple of gays? Get some girls, for heaven’s sake. Enjoy, enjoy. Don’t worry about me.
RAY Awhile ago, you were in tears, Irene.
IRENE Yup, things change. People change when things change. No girl for you?
RAY Nah. I just want to drink. Bernie, you want a girl?
BERNIE Nah. I’m here for the show.
In between gulps of tequila, the two ladies talked animatedly. Occasionally, they took give-me-five routine, the slaps getting more violent through time. So there we were. What a fantastic night.
IRENE Are you ever raided by the police?
CHARI Occasionally, when they need a bit of bribe money. Or when our boss forgets to pay protection.
IRENE What happens to you during a raid?
CHARI Nothing much. They haul us to jail for one lousy day.
IRENE That’s no hassle for you?
CHARI No hassle. What I mind is – once the police raiding team was accompanied by a television news crew. We all had to cover our faces.
IRENE Why are you treated like scum of the earth?
CHARI Simple, everyone thinks we are scums of the earth. A stripper is a stripper, not a person. Most people think this way. You are a rare kind, because you see beyond the stripper in me.
IRENE I saw you as a person. I was angry how life was treating you.
CHARI It’s okay. Doesn’t bother me. I’m used to being looked down upon. Hey, we’re not drinking. [They take long gulps.] Even benevolent media people look down on us and shame us.
IRENE Unfair. You should be rehabilitated, not shamed.
CHARI Nobody can see that. They are angry at us. They cannot see that we need help. See that woman [pointing to a dancer]. She has six children, but she is still attractive at 35. She’s in demand more than I. Enough of serious talk.
They move into frivolous topics. At one point, Chari had to bring Irene to the powder room. Both of them almost fell. Coming back, they were giggling all over the place. Chari excused herself. It was her turn to dance nude on stage. Irene looked away as Chari wiggled on stage.
IRENE Bernie, I’m sorry, I stole Chari from you.
BERNIE What do you mean?
IRENE C’mon. I wasn’t born yesterday. I could tell the moment she sat down. Thanks for giving me an education. You know, her husband left her. That’s the time she started dancing. She breastfeeds her baby when she gets home from the club, even if she was drunk. She says, the alcohol does not get into the milk. The baby is sober.
BERNIE Life is hell.
IRENE Yup, so we look for a bit of heaven. I’m going to visit her tomorrow. I’ve found a new friend.
BERNIE Good for you. Bless your drunken soul.
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___________________ READER’S REVIEW
I read your anecdote 24. If you want me to give you a “serious” answer. I must refer you to John Paul II’s First Encyclical, “Redemptor Hominis” (Redeemer of Mankind) where one of the central keys is the dignity of the human person redeemed in Christ. In the longest of his Encyclicals, “Veritatis Splendor” (The Splendor of Truth), he deals with moral relativism – the modern culture’s distortion of freedom. According to John Paul II, “genuine freedom is measured by our ability to choose the good in all areas of human life, that is, man must exercise his freedom and live in accord with his own objective nature.” With this mind frame, I can understand why Irene (when not in a drunken stupor) asks Chari the reason for allowing herself to be “in such a hellhole.” Obviously, when we try to define “heaven” in earthly terms (we are after all human), we are not able to aspire for or to strive toward better pursuits. Thank you.
Best regards, Albatross.
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